Kord iga pidu saab otsa ….

I feel sad, extremely sad. It has been the best week in my life. Old friends, new friends, hours in the car, days and nights filled with laughter and “dark” humor… Life is good. Friends and family are what make life living worth. I am so fortunate to have Maarika in my life . She is my only friend from Estonia ( who lives in Estonia) that I have maintained my relationship with. I think we even look alike lol 
But tonight it all comes to an end ( well, at least until next time ) . They are leaving and I have to adjust myself back to my “old” boring self…. 😉 OH, I miss her and her friend all ready. 

I just hope that their flight back to Estonia is better than their flight from NY to CA. ( They spent about 9 hours in airport, not knowing if they can come to CA and that was all because NY had ice storm, and their flights were rescheduled…. But they had awesome experience flying here because they got upgraded to First class with no charge and …. Yeah, players….. 😉


Just dropping in to tell ya that I have been busy Keeping my friends busy.. Well, my friend Maarika is here with her friend Katre, who is now also my friend ( OMG, I sound Like a 5 year old lol) and I try to keep them busy by finding them things to do and places to show.
But it has been absolutely amazing . I love having them around … They crack me up all the time…. I just don’t understand one thing– WHy in the world they do not like mexican food?? That sucks big time 😉


What the fuck happened to my NOT to make up pic? My face must be so screwed up even google can’t stand it….. Oh, well , whatever….

Anyway you my dear good loyal readers. My very bestestest Est friend is coming to visit me for 10 days… OH> I am so exited I am running 102, 6 fever. lol I am burning up….. And I think I might be allergic to antibiotics doc. prescribed me… Today I got hives all over my body after I took my second dose…. yuck… itchi, very, very itchy…


Love you honey- thanks for the beautiful flowers and note:0 To bad you can’t be here with us ( with me 😉 ) See you in 3 months. 🙂




Leave now , if you are not ready to see me without make up. YES, without MAKE up. This is huge. Really, it is. I am not that kind of girl , you know, who is willing to show up in public without my clothes… And I must tell, I do feel naked without my make up, because I do not think that I have ever seen myself without MU. Lol

Why I took this picture is because- someone recommended something and I must try and see if it works. I am experimenter and love food, so , this is must.

Mix one egg white with one teaspoon of lemon juice. Take cotton ball or brush, or cotton pad- whatever you have handy. Apply eggwhite mixture to your face and lie down just apply 2 coats. No more.. IT starts working right away…
I spend fortune every month for prescription creams, and gels for my acne problems ( at least $150 every month). And this tip came along on right time. Due to stress I am braking out big time. EVERYWHERE. But face is most important one. I can hide the other parts of my body with covering up with clothes, but I can not do so with my face….

Anyway.. today is my second day to do this mask. AND I must tell you- MY face has never felt so good. IT IS BREATHING. And mask itself feels soo good on my skin. It is not pulling or pushing, it is just tightening and it is the best feeling ever. J

BUT since it is beginning, I have no idea how it will affect my skin in long run. I am afraid that in few days I will break out even more and what’s then??? What is going to be my next step????

Before I leave , I have to tell you about my dream.. It is the weirdest dream I have ever had.

I was working out every day. But I kept gaining weight. Finally I went to see doctor and doctor told me that I was pregnant. And I was about 6 months pregnant…. I gave birth at 36 weeks to healthy baby ( not sure if boy or girl). IT had the most beautiful ocean blue eyes, and looked nothing like Nick. And then I remembered, when Nick was in china , I went to Starbucks and bought coffee from one guy , who I think was the most gorgeous guy I had ever seen (( REALLY, HE WAS) . lol./… Anyway, I woke up after I went to back to Starbucks to look for that guy and tell him that his coffee made me pregnant….

LOL LOL LOL.. BUT I must say, my baby did have THE most beautiful blue eyes I had ever seen… And NOW I desperately want to have baby no3, because maybe, MAYBE my baby will have blue or gray eyes….. 😉

I have been very inactive for past few days. Both of my kids were sick, I was sick ( constantly am),and I am still sick at this moment. I had to see my doctor again today. I pay him a visit at least once a week, leaving behind 35 dollar co pay an 50 dollar prescription for meds…

After nurse took my temp, and checked for blood pressure ( which was low again…. but it has been low for past 8 years). But that is not what I am here to write….

So , my doctor enters that white tiny room. I sit on the table wearing black pants, and black jacket. My hair isdark brown with purple hightlight… He looks at me and tells me- you hae done womething new to our hair……. ( now, I did it while ack and he did not notice it then.).

I told him, Yeah, Idid…….

THEN I broke down like 5 year old and told him- INEED RELEIF NOW, RIGHT NOW> I CANT TAKE PRESSURE IN MY HEAD ANYMORE. I feel like it is about to explode….. He ( doctor) looks at me and tellls me–” OK, let me go and get your mommy, maybe she knows what to do about your temper…….. hahah Only he could say things like that……

Now I am taking augmentin and if this will not help me, then I will have to request for MRI to see what the heck is going on in there…… (In my head)…

I have to stop blogging now. This blogspot is driving me grazy. ….