Now I know…

all of you , who have been reading my Life as it Is Blog, know our current situation. http://www.diana78.blogspot.com
Now I know why people always complain about covernment jobs/facilities etc. Fuck- LA passport services sucks, passport general info sucks, USPS sucks and workers there suck because systems they operate suck.
I Am sooo hireing a lawer if I do not get MY promised passport tomorrow morning. Does paying for overnight express delivery means that it reallly takes 4 overnights to deliver one fucking important document??? AND why isn’t her package in USPS system for tracking???? Someone needs some serious spanking!!!!!!!

Oh my dear Estonian people- wait another 10 hours before I can give you YES or NO. I feel embarrased that I got everybodys hopes up and I feel sad if we do not get to go to EST this year. I know my mom is very exited about us going. And I hate to make her sad. And Regina and Gabriel started crying when i told them that we may not go tomorrow. Kids are so aware what is going on in here. They hear me talking on the phone they see me crying and they know – OH NO, REGINAS PASSPORT IS Not IN LAGUNA NIGUEL YET! lol I hate , hate, hate, hate letting everyone down, and it is not even my fault. Oh, WTF. It is 10.10 pm and I have not had anything to eat today. I tryed to eat apple, but after 2 bites I just threw up( yeah, that is how “exited” I am about things not going the way they supposed to go.

Good Night, Good Morning and Happy holidays. I need hugs and lots of them.

Kokkuvote meie Memphise reisist.

Jah, puhkus sai labi ja me oleme tagasi kodus. Gabriel veetis terve nadala meie heade tuttavate juures. Ema ja isa on molemad Iraanist parit ja on minust 5 aastat vanemad. Neil on kaks poega- 6 ja 4. Nyyd pean ma vist elu lopuni nende lapsi babysittima ja seda tasuta. irv. Mul poleks midagi selle vastu. Ema Parisa vabatahtlikult noustus Gabrieli oma majja votma selleks kuueks paevaks ja ei votnud mult sentigi vastu. Kuna on Jouluaeg, laksin kahku ta lemmikpoodi ja hankisin 200 dollarilise kinkekaardi( TJ Max). Mainisin talle alguses et ma ei lase tal tasuta Gabrieli eest vaadata, ta ise tootab LA’s naitlejana ja vottis aja maha selleks et mind aidata. :):)

ANyway, Memphis on ikka sama koha peal, inimesed samad, elustiil sama. Mis sest et ma elasin seal pool aastat- ikka ja alati tagasi minnes saan ma kultuurishoki. Olen selle lobusa ja mugava CA lifestyliga nii ara harjunud, et Memphis kohe paneb mind sona otseses mottes nutma ja kaalus juurde votma. Mis teha- mu aju on selle Southern hospitalitiga ara harjunud. Salatit me memphises ei soo ja vett ei joo. BBQ ja Pepsi – viimase peal. irv. Tegelikult kah. Vee asemel juuakse seal koike muud.

Nyyd aga asja juurde. Regina aju on igasugu ramsust puhas. yeah!!!! Ta on maailma tublim tydruk. Tavaliselt teevad kuue aatased MRIsid tuimestuse all, KUID kuna reginal oli koha ja ma olin ta tuimestuse parast mures, noustusid arstid ja oed MRI ilma tegema. Regina jai MRI laual kohe magama ja ei liigutanud oma ilusat pead millimeetrit kah. MRI kestis 45 minutit. Sama lugu toimus jargmisel paeval. MRI selgroole toimus ka ilma tuimestuseta ja regina ei liigutanud ka seekord ennast. Koik ta scannid olid sulaselged:)

KUID MRI ei peta. Hetkel peab REgina olema kolmenadalasel antibiootikumide kuuril kuna MRI naitas et tal on Sinus infection ( ei oskagi tolkida- Poskkoopa poletik??) Nyyd siis votame jargmised kolm nadalat Amoxicillinit kolm korda paevas. 🙂
Kuna St Jude maksab koik meie eest kinni otsustasime neid vaheke ara kasutada. Viisin ta seal ka hambaarsti juurde kuna ta igemed on punased. Tuleb valja et hetkel on Reginal 5 lahtist hammast. 😦 Ja uued juba ennast varsti valja pressimas.

Samuti kaisime Endocrine clinicus- kilpnaarme tegevust, kasvu, luu iga , diabeeti( sp) etc. Yldiselt- kilpnaare tegutseb taitsa hasti. Hetkel pole ta veel buberteeti minemas, rohud tootavad hasti ja ei lase tal enneaegselt yles kasvada. KUID on vaike mure ta kasvu parast. Kolme kuu jooksul on ta ainult millimeetri kasvanud ja see pole just koige parem naitaja. Kaalus on ta kaks kilo juure votnud, kuid mis on oluline on ta kasv. Kui ta ka jargneva kolme kuu jooksul ei kasva peame talle kasvuhormoone systima hakkama. Kiiritus kahjustas ta selgroogu kyllaltki palju ja tanu sellele ei taha selgroog mitte kohe kasvada. Iga paevased kasvuhormooni systid( kusagil 6 aatat jutti , iga paev), aitavad koik normi ajada. Aga sellest lahemalt kolme kuu parast. Nyyd poidlad pihku, ja loodame et jarneva 3 kuu jooksul kasvad ta vahemalt poolteist cm.

JA KOIGE TAHTSAM UUDIS. Nickil on Eesti viisa olemas( thanks M &K) ja Regian pass peaks saabuma homme ohtul. WOHOOOOO! Mu narvid on kyll eluks ajaks rikutud kuid jalle olen kogemuse vorra rikkam. irv.

Diana, REgina ja Gabriel soidavad Eestisse 20ndal detsembril. Eestisse jouame dets, 21 kusagil 4.40 paiku.. Nickst veel ei tea. Ta yritab hetkel pileteid broneerida. Ta arvad et soidab koigepealt Rootsi, sealt votab mingi laeva Eestisse, ja ta peaks joudma 22se hommikul siis mingisse sadamasse. irv. No ja kes peab ta sadamast yles korjama??? DIANA ja lapsed. Mul pole orna aimugi kus sadam asub. Aga nuh, kyll ma yles leian…..;) Nyyd loodan vaid et AVIS leiab mulle automaat kaigukastiga auto. irv. Broneeringu tegin ara, kuid pole orna aimugi mis mulle antakse. Loodan ka seda et mahutab 3 kohvrit, 2 last ja kaks taiskasvanut ja on alla 1300 dollari (21dets, kuni 07 jaanuar).

Kui keegi tahab minuga/meiega eestis olles kokku saada siis emailige
dianamailca@hotmail.com ja andke endast teada voi roomake labi lume Setomaale.
Mainin ka selle ara et Dets 28 on meie seitsmes pulmaastapaev. 😉

Nyyd aga ilusat hommikut/ood. Pean veel pakkima ja koristama.

Homme veel vaja kahel joulupeol ara kaija, syya , juua ja loota et Regina Pass jouab ilusasti kohale. 🙂

Elu on ilus

Diana

Poidlad Pihku!!!!

Ja jalle on kaes see aeg kui mina ja Regina peame Reisi Memphisesse ette votma. Pyhapaeva hommikul kell 7.30 korjab takso meid yles ja soidutab Apelsiini maakonna lennujaama( kusagil 35 minutit meist). Sealt edasi kihutame algusega 9.45 Houston Texasesse ja peale 45 minutist ooteaega Texases olemegi Memphise poole teel, memphisesse jouame 5,05 ohtul( Memphise ja Ca ajavahe on 3 tundi)

Esmaspaeval algab meie Memphise rutiin, vereproovid, MRI/d Ct scannid, selgroost vedeliku eemladamine, kone areng, kuidas konnime ja opime jne. vuih, 4 paeva uurimisi. Mis mind kurvaks teeb on see et eesolev nadal on Regina viimane selleaatane koolinadal. Esmaspaeval on kooli Joulupidu, kolmapaeval on Tema klassi joulupidu ja Reedel on viimane koolipaev. 😦 ta jaab koigest sellest lobust ilma tanu St judele.
Olen mitu korda maininud et kain Reedeti Regina klassis abis lastega tegelemas. Regina opetaja on ikkagi viimase peal inimene. Pean ka selle ara mainima et poolteist aastat tagasi lopetas ka tema Chemoteraapia- tal oli rinnavahk. Hetkel on ta tervem kui kunagi varem 🙂
Sain samuti talt vaikese kingituse- vaniljelohnalise kyynla ja terve hulga kallistusi. 🙂

Reedel oli ka yks teine vaga oluline paev Regina elus. Nimelt valiti ka Student of the Month( kuu opilane). Tal oli nii uhke nagu peas kui Direktor ta 40 eelkooliku ette kutsus ja kiitvaid sonu peale luges. Mul tuli kohe pisar silma. Ma pole REginat nii uhke pilguga veel nainud. 🙂 Ju sai siis aru kui tahtis tegelane ta on…;)
Nyyd aga poidlad pihku ja meile edu soovima!!!
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My day…

Today was totally MY day. lol It did not start out as MY day but it ended. Today I had guy in the house who had to prime my ceiling and walls. Last week i had constuction guys in my house because my ceiling had huge long cracks and some of my walls looked just stupid. So I just called to s&S construciton and they fixed it. SO today the was the day my walls got primed . AND tomorrow is another big day. My diningroom window has moisture seal block and moisture has sneaked in between 2 windows. TOmorrow my window will be replaced. UGH. Long day with people I do not know..

Well, anyway. I got 2 awsome packages from Estonia today. One from my Mom and one from my friend. My mom sent me 4 packs of my favorite coffee in whole wide world ( Presidentti Caffee) it is a Finnish coffee and it is my absolute favorite. That just made my day.

Then another package arrived. And when I opened it it just blew me away. The other day I was thinking emailing to my friend and telling her that I miss her teas. ( she picks and tries tealeaves, herbs, special berries etc, immune system boosters ). And when I opened the box , it had 3 different kinds of teas in ( OH I am in heaven), chocolate and cookies for kids( Estonian ones. My Christmas spirit is back. I am so fuckin’ happy today. Seriously. I can not stop smiling. I have not had sex for loooooooong time, and if people see me like this , they will definitely think I had some recently….. lol

Oh, something did go wrong today…. I forgot to apply sunscrean today. I am using some meds and creams to clear my acme and because of that I can not expose my skin to sun. Today I went out to pick Regina from school and I totally forgot. Now my face hurts and burns, and I only was on sun about 8-10 minutes. Hope my skin does not peel off tomorrow.

What a good day…

Today was totally MY day. lol It did not start out as MY day but it ended. Today I had guy in the house who had to prime my ceiling and walls. Last week i had constuction guys in my house because my ceiling had huge long cracks and some of my walls looked just stupid. So I just called to s&S construciton and they fixed it. SO today the was the day my walls got primed . AND tomorrow is another big day. My diningroom window has moisture seal block and moisture has sneaked in between 2 windows. TOmorrow my window will be replaced. UGH. Long day with people I do not know..

Well, anyway. I got 2 awsome packages from Estonia today. One from my Mom and one from my friend. My mom sent me 4 packs of my favorite coffee in whole wide world ( Presidentti Caffee) it is a Finnish coffee and it is my absolute favorite. That just made my day.

Then another package arrived. And when I opened it it just blew me away. The other day I was thinking emailing to my friend and telling her that I miss her teas. ( she picks and tries tealeaves, herbs, special berries etc, immune system boosters ). And when I opened the box , it had 3 different kinds of teas in ( OH I am in heaven), chocolate and cookies for kids( Estonian ones. My Christmas spirit is back. I am so fuckin’ happy today. Seriously. I can not stop smiling. I have not had sex for loooooooong time, and if people see me like this , they will definitely think I had some recently….. lol

Oh, something did go wrong today…. I forgot to apply sunscrean today. I am using some meds and creams to clear my acme and because of that I can not expose my skin to sun. Today I went out to pick Regina from school and I totally forgot. Now my face hurts and burns, and I only was on sun about 8-10 minutes. Hope my skin does not peel off tomorrow.

Palju aega jalle mooda lainud….

Siinmail on Joulud taies hoos. Poed on kaupade allahindamisega hulluks lainud, ja rahvas shoppamisest vaene. irv. Tana ohtul kaisin sobrannaga Chilis ohtust soomas ja peale seda laksime kahekesi Kohlsi( kus alati maaaailma suured allahindlused on ). Tana ja homme on Kohls kuni keskooni lahti ja kella 3-12st kymeni on enamus kaupu 40-80 protsenti off. Koik on imeodav. 😉 Nii et, koik teie, kes mulle veel kingitust pole ostnud, kiiresti Kohli ja ostke mulle terve hunnik uusi kooginousid, panne, taldrikuid, kahvleid nuge ja number 8,5 saapaid 😉 . Ah jah, lapsed tahavad hullusti Sponge bobi ja printsessi mange( need 14.99, mis teleka kylge torgatakse)/ Andsin teile piisavalt vihjeid???

Reginal laheb vaga hasti. Tana ohtul oli Gabrieli koolis Parents Night Out( 6.30-10.00) . Panin molemad lapsed sinna 3ks tunniks, kuni ise vaga vajatud lastevaba ohtut nautisin.:)

11dets. soidame Reginaga jalle Memphisesse kus teda torgitakse , uuritakse, puuritakse ja kallistatakse. Kindlasti kuulen sadu OH kui hea Regina valja naeb, ja oh, kui hea sa valja naed ja oh kui tore meid ikka yle hulga aja naha on 🙂 See on seal juba traditsiooniks saanud. 🙂 Ja mulle meeldib St Jude ikka ja jalle tagasi minna. Nii tore on koiki lemmik arste ja odesid naha. dr Gajjaril on ikka ja alati hea nouanne taskust votta kuidas paremini Regina eest hoolitseda 🙂
Mis mulle aga ei meeldi on MRId( aju uuringud). Seekord on neid kaks. Yks siis tuimestusega ja teine ilma. Ilma ehk ( functional MRI) uurib ta aju tegevust siis kui ta aju on aktiivne. Reginal kastakse liikumatult lamada, talle katte antakse fikseerimis pult, ja selili lamades naeb ta ekraanil teatud kujundeid, sonu, pilte tahti, jne. Kui ta naeb tahte D ja pilti mis algab Dga peab ta nupule vajutama. Isegi kui ta ei vajuta, margistab MRI ara ta ajutegevuse ja arstid saavad hea ettekujutuse sellest kui palju ta aju tootab, ja kui palju kiiritusteraapia ta ajule kahju tegi.
Narv on sees. Ja arvan et see narv jaab ka saabuvaks kahekymneks aastaks. Umbes niikaua peame me siis St Judes kaima. Ja ma olen selleks valmis. Maailm on tais lapsi kes vajavad ravi. Keegi peab ju katsejanes olema. Loodan vaid et yhel paeval aitab Meie vaike Regina selle ravi leida. 🙂

Kiigake vahel ka http://www.stjude.org
samuti kiigake st jude online poodi( shop). :):):)

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